ME.HER.

Saturday, April 28, 2007

frightened by de thunders n lightnin tis afternoon.. i reached hm at 1pm, after choosin de cca thingy, n was beat..so decided to wash up quickly n catch a nap.. but b4 i knew it, i was awakened by loud scary thunderbombs.. arghhs...

anw, had lots of readin to catch up with, so i hav to make it short n quick..

gd luck to those who r takin exams now... jia you! =)

--enjoyin tp life...(or for tt matter, learning how to enjoy)

i dun understand y it always turn out tis way...

Thursday, April 26, 2007

todae sucks to de core... supposedly to hav a great dae.. tut tis wk is cancelled, so todae is a FREE dae for mi, i planned to ENJOY de dae. NOT to be SUFFERING!
sickenin... too angry n tired to explain.. in short, i was scolded for sth i din do! spoilt my dae.. wanted to go n trim my hair (so my mom will pay) but turns out tt im sooooo furious tt i decided not to.. coz i dun wanna tok to any of them... i would rather pay for myself another tyme i am free to go to de salon... sick lo...

another tin.. my parents tink im a rich gal... evytin i hav got to pay myself.. my frenz who know tt i had been workin in past few mth, but dey know i dun earn a lot.. coz de pay was lyk so pathetic... 4 mth there n i only earn a bit lo.. still hav CPF deductions lo... wad do they tink?? den ever since i started workin, i hav no allowance... until now, first day of sch (mon) my mama gave $10.. den full stop... i had been askin them for $$$ to buy tb, but my dad lyk no reaction de... my words went in frm left ear n came out frm de right... so irritatin... SO i decided i shall pay myself.. until de day i no money den let it be tt way...i am so tired frm askin... den i will announce im bankrupt.. fine lo.. now wheneva i hav no money i got to withdraw money out n use.. ppl tin its cool or im rich.. but hey! sry lo... imagine evywk take $50 out for eatin etc... den $52 for concession... at tis rate, i shall be broke b4 i graduate.. N NOW, i still owe class rap for tt stupid comm sk bk... n de b acct bk which cost $30.50... how bloody can tis world be...

n f.y.i, gst is increasin to 7% tis comin july!!! damm...

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

here to blog b4 i go to sch ltr..
weird... sch has officially started ytd.. quite excited at first, but my enthusiasm ended off very quickly.. lectures were alien language to mi.. but after a while (almost half of de lsn) i slowly began to understand... lecturers kip tellin us to buy tis n buy tt (books n notes) but im afraid i might buy to wrong kind, den no refund lehx! hais.. sch is so huge, we can almost lose our way! (although tp's considered small to sp n nyp etc) but we've got lsn at diff sch (blocks) lehx.. if go to de wrong way we'll be marked late..

anw, im quite happie with my timetable... fri will end early! can hav a long wkend... den thurs for first wk i hav no sch!! den lsn (ytd) ended early.. juz tt today's lsn is a but stupid.. go to sch for 2 hrs only, n it's at 4-6pm... werid timin.. my sis says i shld attend my lectures for my org beh on other days, but ytd's macroecon's lecturer says no changin of lectures..so im a bit lost.. but i dun tink i wanna change la... follow de crowd lo.. anw my new frenz r all satisfied with de plans..

gee..haven attend tut yet... hav a feelin tut is much more scary den lec.. sianx...

Saturday, April 21, 2007

todae... spent a lot of $$$...wa...heart pain... but my sis keep sayin i've got de $$$ to spend, since i had been workin de past few mth.. but hard earned money lehs... sad... wanna be rich! dun wanna spend money liao.. had been spendin money lyk tap water lo... dunno how much gone le, perhaps already one mth's salary lo..

but i would say all money spent was well spent... hee... wun regret *hopefully*

attended orientation camp de past few days... SUPER HOT N TIRING LO... i was very angry with de SLs, not my SLs of coz.. coz dey very insensitive.. told us to sit n stand n sit n stand (repeatedly) w/out thinkin abt our welfare.. so cramp, so hot, so uncomfortable lo! but no choice, had to do.. coz evyone was doin as they were told, if dun do lyk very odd.. know some new fren from my class thru de camp... so to conclude, de camp is actually quite useful lar... hee...

anw, i am proud to announce, BUSINESS SCH WON DE WAR AGAIN! WE R CHAMPION 3 TYMES IN A ROW.. whee...haha... actually i dun giv a damn lo, but only when i saw some SLs cryin, i really kinda touched by them.. n since i contributed in screamin n cheerin (not to mention sweatin) too, so i finally admit i am proud of biz sch afterall...

learnt some interestin dance n cheers thru de camp too.. had fun doin it with my classmates.. we lyk siao gals n boys lo.. but enjoyed de process la.. ALTHOUGH WE WERE TORTURED PHYSICALLY IN DE OVEN-SPORTS COMPLEX...

sianx... mon sch officially startin le... dunno can cope a not.. hope i dun get lost in sch.. though tp's kinda small (compared to other polys, but still can get lost lo!) dunno how my lecturers r... my CP's quite a nice chap, but dunno if he will be fierce not...

but good news is thurs i no sch... cool man! hahaz... free day... =)) yippee

Sunday, April 15, 2007

yipee... bloggin again.. nowadays v happy to come online.. hahaz

hmm... sat went band, met elaine b4 tt.. den went tm to meet rz for lunch (i din eat coz drank bubble tea) n buy hanif's present... den went band tgt... vincent (met us at mrt) n elaine ran to sch after alightin, coz was already quite late le, but when rz n i slowly walk to sch, we found out tt evy1 was sittin in canteen tokin lo.. hahax... dey ran for nth...

den sat in band n slack de whole day.. so sianx la.. nth to do.. many ppl came, those i know n some tt i dun.. hahaz.. den one big gang left band tgt when dey were havin break... den went to meet de gals.. i miss them so much (tis is esp for mag! hahaz... evy tym ask mi if i miss u.. so i shall blog it here tt i really did miss u!! =)) had a hard tyme decidin wad to eat... went to cafe cartel in de end.. after tt we went to toilet to tok... UNTIL de lights went off, den we scared, quickly ran out... lol.. after tt went to inter n saw many ppl over there... all from tp.. orientation camp de.. pinkies.. den went to citylink to sit... UNTIL de ppl there wanna lock up de gate le den we went out.. after tt we still tokin lo.. in de end i had to take cab hm... coz no bus le.. sad.. =( midnoght charge somemore.. ex la.. hahaz...

den today went band. again. haha... met cy at first, den ltr mardiana,desi n zak came too.. dey did some stuff n left, i stayed to wait for sx n shihui... went band tgt, only to find tt we cannot go in... hahaz..jkjk.. coz gate was locked, no one else there to open, but we opened ourselves... hee.. den went up to band rm den band rm was locked!! haha... but cy came n opened (not for us) to take sth.. den same lo.. walk ard, listen, tok among ourselves n listened to tunin.. rmb how afraid i was wheneva hav to tune.. hahaz.. tin jesscan, melissa n bernice know how i feel.. gee..

after band, went to eat kopitiam.. den walk walk n took neoprint.. haha...den go hm le..

coz tml is band syf!! jia you band!! dey can do it de... =))
i am positive abt it.. good luck

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

update update!!
so here i am to UPDATE..
bleahz... i admit im LAZY la... last wk had excuses not to blog, coz still workin, now is bcoz im lazy la.. wahahaha...

kkx... here to tok abt my whereabouts...
i had been into bakin lately! spent some $ shoppin in ntuc findin ingredients with a cookbook opened in front of mi.. my sis say im crazy, coz no one shops tt way.. wahaha.. i tot it would be faster tis way, but NAH, im wrong.. hahaz.. coz i keep repeatin n lookin frw n backwards, afraid tt i would miss any ingredients, so spent nearly 2h30min in ntuc tt day...
went hm n bake tt very day.. tried marshmallow, BUT did not turn out rite (i only found out de next day tt i failed! coz my set it in de fridge..)
however, my next masterpiece went out fine... so did my 3rd n 4th ones, but i didn't had de mood to finish up my 5th one, so, i THREW it away... hahaz.. i regret it after tt, coz i find it so wasteful, esp i paid it with my own $$$ lehx.. arghhs...
but i lazy to fry tt, so i left it out... but tt's not de point... de tin is my whole family literally FELL IN LOVE my my 3rd n 4th art work... gee... *shy* i made my self de lehx.. first time!!

i took some pic when i baked, but dunno where it went, coz i can't find my hp... next time den post it bahx..

i might be bakin cheesecake tml.. but muz c if i've got de mood to go out n buy de cheese i need.. hahaz!! but den again, i would hav to spend my own $$$ again!!! WAH!!

*most most impt! im gainin unhealthy calories n chloesterol n fats into my body at tis rate!! hahaz... tt's TERIBLE! horrendous nightmare!*

Saturday, April 7, 2007

wa...super bored sia... now i know how workin is impt.. LOL... i am so used to workin everidae lo.. but, im oso enjoyin slackin at hm too.. gee..

i finished watchin my old vcds in 4 hrs.. tis is how SIANX i am... hahaz.. i tin im tryin to find another vcd to watch tml.. to spend my time..

mama is not happie with mi goin out too often..haiss...
this mon- work night shift, coz nid to take medical report in de morn...deliberately change shift de
tues- worked OT, full shift.. 10am to 11 plus.. reached hm almost 12am, coz i kay po, stayed ard to c my supervisors lock de door (de door was spoilt, took us 20min to lock)

wed-worked morn shift, but stayed till night to wait for hy. went to eat n catch PRAWNS midnight to dawn.. WALKED hm after tt.. slept at 4am...

thurs-QUIT le..officially FREE... went to band, walked from east pt to tm, den wait for my sis to go hm after her work. reached hm at 1030pm..

tis is how late i reached hm every day tis wk... my parents r complainin, coz dey hardly c mi at hm... SO, i decided not to go church today with de juniors, partly coz i not feelin too well, n to perform a bit la.. when my parents came hm at 5pm, saw my lyin on their bed, dey happie le lo.. nvr nag le.. but it's a torture la! had to find tins to do de whole day.. my sis wanna use com, den my bro downloadin stuff usin his com, so i can't use. no choice but to watch old vcds lo... pathetic...

den tml, shld be goin out with cy den go band after tt, but can't again.. band is 5 to 9pm. so late.. haiss.. i got to attend dinner, so got to giv it a miss lo... but happie, coz someone is takin mi out of de hse.. lalala... =)

waitin for sun... goin to meet my fren... in de morn only la.. a while.. bt beta den nth.. hee

Thursday, April 5, 2007

ytd was my last day at work... filled with mixed feelings when i reached de place in de morn..
can't wait to leave tt place coz sometimes i feel frustrated with customers n doin de same tin every day is so SIANZ!! but on the other hand, i wanna go back, coz ppl there i met r super duper fun... for instance, jenny would be de first psn i miss most...

ytd, my fav customer came to my counter.. both of us hav a kind of special 'bond' bahx.. we nvr fail to meet each other whenever she come to purchase items... for de past few mth, i'm de one n only cashier tt she's served by, regardless which day n which counter i was assigned to. when i told her im leavin ytd, n i wun be able to hav de honour to serve her, she was lyk so shocked n wonder wad happened to me.. hahax.. den i told her im leavin bcoz i nid to go back to study, she was happy for me, n wished me luck... she's a nature's lover.. every single time she comes to ntuc, she'll buy AT LEAST one pot of plant.. n would ask for my opinion if it's nice, if it needs direct sunlight etc.. we would spend at least 15min chattin... hahaz..!! i even send her to de lift ytd when we parted.. she say it's her luck she's able to meet me, i say it's my pleasure im able to meet such nice kind psn.. if we hav de fate, i believe i;ll be able to run into her one fine day...

i met my senior ytd too! jesscan.. she was with 2 guys, on their way to chalet or bbq bahx.. dey bought drinks n snacks.. her fren was lyk so surprised y she's tokin to de cashier, but when dey know im her junior, dey kidded, ''any discount? or can walk off w/out payin?" hahaz.. if im de boss, i wounldn't mind.. hahaz..

i stayed on to wait for huiyan ytd after work.. for compensating her for waitin me 2 days ago.. hahaz.. everyone tot i dun bear to leave.. hahaz.. my fav colleagues came to shook hands with me to wish me all de best for my studies... kam wan, hui miang, pei meng, shelia and oji... so sad... so glad... dey even bought gifts for us both.. here r some pic i took...

a card by all of them...

Sunday, April 1, 2007

shit... i really hate myself for being so naive..
i once tot u were kiddin, but i guess i was wrong.. u were all along truthful, but i was juz too stupid to realise it.. blame mi for my blindness...

im sry i hurt u dear... sry i did... i tot it was all ok, but damnit it was not... i am so regretful...i wished we could start it all over again... all over again...

ii can't believe it did it again...
shit

gave out presents today.. most ppl were shock to receive stuff from us.. de funniest reaction is from xiao hei.. he tot we gave him condom... anw, i juz found out tt he is de youngest teen of all.. dun look lyk it.. continuing tml... coz not everyone was ard today..

tired from work.. dunno y keep stayin back late in ntuc.. de ppl shld be wonderin y we lyk ntuc so much..

god, i miss u... i really do...